Saturday, September 23, 2006
You’re leaving me now.
Maybe somehow you grew tired of this.
And maybe, when you reach our corner,
you’d look back at me
and when you see my tears,
maybe you would come back.
You’re leaving me now.
My eyes are burning with tears.
Maybe someday I would know why I cried for you.
But I know, your cold stare will haunt me tonight.
And maybe every dream I would have will end
with your cold eyes.
You’re leaving me now.
Maybe somehow I would know why.
Why I grow weak,
watching you walk away.
Tell me what’s on your mind.
Will I see you again?
You’re leaving me now.
I’ll miss the way you make me laugh.
I’ll miss the way you gently punch my chin.
Maybe someday I’ll see you again.
Maybe someday, I’ll learn how to love you.
I'm not sure when it started
But I began to fall for you
I couldn't stop my feelings
There was nothing I could do
But soon my feelings grew stronger
And you're all I thought about
My heart was beating only for you
And in that there was no doubt
I tried to get over it
Knowing it would never be
Knowing I was just playing with my feelings
Thinking you would fall for me
I didn't tell anyone
Not even my best friends
Didn't want to risk our friendship
Didn't want it to end
I couldn't control it
I yearned for you so much
Didn't want anything else
Except your gentle touch
I kept my mouth shut
Trying to deny it to myself
Pretending I didn't have those feelings
Lying to myself
This love is starting to hurt
Pretending it's not real
Trying to put it in the past
Refusing to reveal
Why can't you see...?
How much I love you-
What I would do to just be held by you-
Just to lay under the stars with you-
Why can't you see...
That I'm just a girl-
A simple girl with a crush on you-
Why can't you see...
Me for me-
A girl who's beauty comes from within-
But now that beauty has faded because of you-
Why can't you see...
All the pain that you've caused-
All the sadness you've brought-
That you broke my heart into a million pieces with just one simple smile-
Why can't you see...
That I'm just a girl in love with a boy-
A boy... that’s you
